~noneed4sleep

kk christmas or Xmas as some like to call it sucked 1 because i dont like being forced to be happy all the time with music and ppl telling me the perfect gift (o gee i have found the perfect gift all my probles r now solved) you know what just fuck off 2nd im alone. dont know if you ever hear the holidays are the worst time to be alone, well i can tell you they suck really really bad if you are alone you feel like shit and worthless.


you know what i feel super bad for the ppl with no family. if you have no family i will be your family next christmas ..... or you can get so drunk u forget ur own name thats fun to, id have rather done that this christmas lol

I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE!!!!!

have you ever been told that if you try hard and keep at it you will get what you want? well its a total lie, that is the way the world wants to belive it works but sadly it doesn't. i hate how full of lies and fulse hope the world is and it not just that there are too many people in this world who are twoface ass holes pretending to like you, but you know they dont because when some one likes you you get a feeling of comfert from them being around you. any way dont listen to the world is the messege im trying to get across and dont belive thething just people wanting more to life , if its just a job you want yeah by all means aim higher that way if you dont get to ur goal u'll be where u wanna be. so if its try hard work hard and you will get what you want bull shit it doesnt work, if you where ment to have something you will get it one day just wait and if your not suppose to have it well sorry i feel for you. now this doesnt applie to everthing if its an object ur trying to obtaine working hard should get you the if its a person or trying to change some ones mind about you or generaly getting people to think some thing good luck i hope you get it but i dont have fathe in it happening.

now i wanna talk about how not to bull shit others in to giving them fules hope and other related things. first dont make things look better than they are, i personaly like the truth it hurts a shit load more but it makes a person stronger and harder but that just me. if some one is hurting (and this is for me cuz ever one is different) unless there taking it super hard dont make light of whats going on it better they hurt and get it over with than drag the hurt out.

mmmmm i just hate how the world has lied to me i dont know how others feel about this how can i, im sure that others have hurt way more than me from these lies the world has told us and many more will follow till the day the world ends. all i can do is post my lil messege hoping some one will read it and it might help them even to its not to good cuz im tired yeah it you wanna tell me how the world bull shit you ill be more than happy to read it and do nothing about it well nothing in i wont bull shit you in to thinking it OK and every thing will be fine.

noneed